the stupid decision

Yesterday evening, i was sms with her once i woke up from my afternoon nap. i made up of a stupid decision that is, i told her that i had fall in love with her. One day have 22 hours her image will appear on my mind. Thats why i drink a lot of wine so that i can sleep well in the night. But, this few day i feel that i am sick. Reason is the huge amount of wine i taken in. And start from now, i swear that i won't drink so much. Today morning, i alerted that i finish a pack of red wine this few days. lol.

It is full of Sadness and a bit of happiness in my heart. This is because the Marks of my history. Last time it was my strongest subject, but now only get 54 marks. The reason of happy is because Pang score better than me. lol. Good news for me is i have 4 A1, that is chinese, add math, math and English. A A2 from the subject of physic. thats means i got 5 A. i was very happy indeed. But i hate my moral, as i said before, i failed this subject.

Today, our chemistry teacher, Mr Lo ask us to do PEKA. It is nothing funny that teacher have mistake in the experiment. Because we all are human, we must have mistake. But Lo failed the experiment for two time. Actually he wants to show us the method of the experiment. But didn't success. So, the only proverb for Mr Lo is 'practice makes prefect'. lol. i know this is true but never put it in my practice.

What i say doesn't mean what i pledge

Today morning, because is a cold and raining day when i was woke up. i go take half cup of Golden Blue that my bro left at my house when he come back from Labuan. i don't know why its temperature was so low. i finish it in one time. Yesterday i drink Red Wine also finish it in one time. The result for yesterday i sweat a lot at school because of need bring in the table from the corridor. Today not same. It was very cold. i can feel the temperature when it reach my stomach. Totally STUNNED. i not feeling well after that. A bit of drunk.

Today is the second day of school after holiday. We,form 4A got back a lot of its test paper. i was glad that i manage to get 3 A1 in math, add math and chinese. But for Moral. Holy!!! Can't get it pass. What a pity guy. A half genius without knowing any moral. i must study hard to make it pass. But as my title listed. What i say doesn't mean what i pledge. Aways at a loose end is a part of my character. My friend knew this.

A rainy day

i woke up at 8am today. The sky around my house as cloudy as my heart. i predict that it will raining cats and dogs. My prediction is true but didn't know it will rain almost whole day. i thinking of start study today but i have my running nose from the time i woke up. i watch DVD to fill my free time. At 11am i realized that i not yet eat my breakfast. i make Nestum myself and drink it quickly.

After my breakfast, i lie on my bed looking at the rain fall through the window. i start thinking of her again. OMG. i wish to forget her or be her bf. i was suffering now. Haiks. STOP THINKING OF HER... i try my best but i can't. i need go sleep again to stop thinking her for awhile. Bye guys...

a lucky day

I woke up early this morning by the sing of my friend cellphone. My friend told me that his phone left at my house yesterday. i answered his phone and predict what he will say. And the word i predicted was matched with what he said."!@#%$*, my phone left at your home,". Lolz. A lots of rude words rush into my ears once i answered the call.

After i wash my face, my dad friend drop by for a visit. i greed them good morning loudly and continue upload my 'blind as a bat'. i call dick and ask him what time he come. The time maybe is about 10am. He said he just woke up and can't come to my house. After awhile i received a call from Clarinna, she asked me where am i. i was at home that time and ask me what time go her house. Damn. When i say i will go her house. Andrew is there. i just ask Andrew why he didn't come my house. "i woke up late so i though u guys come here liao," he answered.

Lee come at 12.45pm. Then we went for our tuition class by Safari. The usual time for tuition is 3 hours, but because today is 7th of the new year, we request for an hour of free time for 'dok dok'. In this one hour, i only lose few ringgit. This is consider lucky for me because i was bad in this game. i usually lose a lot in an hour. i come back home by a Proton Saga. i continue my time with my notebook. My notebook had become my company for this few days. i can't take my eyes out of you(my notebook). lolz. i play Mythwar till now and writing this blog. There was raining cats and dogs just now. It stopped now and is time of my date with my warmth bed.

Song that i love... lyric possed

This song is hard to find although is the song of the King of Rock. It need to paid to download.

I'm not afraid to show you who I am
And I am not ashamed of my life
Though I've walked alone
down this cold and soulless road
I've always felt your heat in my bones

With every step I rise and fall
With everything to gain
I end up losing it all
When the darkness gets in
I scream out and your light sets me free

I'm not afraid of the past no more
I'm not afraid and I'm bad for good
I used to dance to the devil's beat
If I could bust into hell I would

I'm not afraid to shed all my skin
I'm not afraid of the faults you see
I'm tearing down these walls right now
They're comin' down 'cause I believe

Your love is blind, blind as a bat
The way that you're
leading me home like that
Your love is blind, blind as bat

I'm not afraid when they kick me down
I'm not afraid when I start to bleed
I'm not afraid if I live or die
I'm not afraid 'cause I believe

Your love is blind, blind as a bat
The way that you're
leading me home like that
Your love is blind, blind as bat

And I wish that I could
give you something in return
For the precious time you wasted
on the tears I've never earned
For reaching out to help me
'cross the bridges that I burned

And in the end you'll finally see
That, baby, I've done
everything I possibly can
I do it again 'cause know
you're everything that I need

I'm not afraid of the the truth no more
I'm not afraid of the lies I hid
I'm not afraid of the past of my sins
'Cause I paid for the wrongs I did

I'm not afraid of the things you know
I'm just a book for the world to read
My final words on the final page
Will be amends 'cause I believe

Your love is blind, blind as a bat
The way that you're
leading me home like that
Your love is blind, blind as bat
Your heart is kind, mine's painted black
The way me forgive me
and just take me back
Your love is blind, blind as bat

Your love is blind, blind as a bat
The way that you're
leading me home like that
Your love is blind, blind as bat

Your heart is kind,
mine's painted black
The way me forgive me
and just take me back
Your love is blind, blind as bat...

the 2nd post for the day...

i just come back from my mom's friend open house. i knew i will boring at there. So i bring along my 1GB mp3. i put in new songs from PussyCat, Cassie, and Meat Loaf. i went there to represent my mom cause she have friend come our house.
In this few hours, i just sit there and hearing music. i saw a quite pretty girl. But this make me think about another girl. i compare the girl with ww and the girl i think about. Although the girl that i thinking is a bit of fat. lolz. but she is cute. ww cant even stand beside. haha.
i really know why i will write my emotion in my blog in now days. But i was happy that i have time to write this second blog... time for bed had come. Last night didn't sleep well because of her. Tonight don't will have the same situation or not? Hope not because Dick them will come to my house tomorrow morning...

untitled post

For hundreds of year i feel that i am the boring person in the world. Today, me didn't feel so bored. WHY? i woke up at 10am, i didn't sleep well because thinking of someone. i lying on the bed till 12.30pm.... i eat lunch but not breakfast. After i finish my lunch, my sis come because she say she was boring in the house. So, i company her play poker. After that i company her home at 4pm. Then i walk to Mawar to find my 'kai jie'. i walk to her house, she not there. I recall back that she told me before that she won't be at home because her house is very hot. So i walk to her shop. her mom tell me that she go in kem. Damn. Can't see her for this few day. i have a walk around the Taman, i was tiring. i so long didn't walk for so long and now i realize why Nicholas so tired when Yong bring him to Holland. i really need take more exercise. lolz....

Inside a BIG cage.

After 17 years i live in this world, i feel that i was living in two type of cage. First is burden from my parents. Sounds normal. Every parents hope the best from their own children. There are no different of Alvin's mom and my mom. Start annoying again.
the second one is in the love cage. After i break with my gf, i think i totally change from the innermost. Maybe i always stay with Nicholas and Yong. LoLz. What a good reason. Joke only. But had i really change??? Me, myself also dunno...

the happy time in Lee's house.

Last night i went to Lee's house for party. i bring something that i think consider as 'firework'. i win it from my friend. Then i won some and i feel very happy when i back. Who know i forget that i bought 2 bottle of sprite last night. It cost about RM6. count back what i won, is just a pack of 'firework' and 2 bottle of sprite. lolz.
i only drink wine and only drink during special day. I drank few cups of wine at Lee's house. just like drink water. i also one kick with Lua. Sorry that i challenge her, i don't know she is sick. But she still looks ok. in other hand, Yong, Nicholas just like me. pretend drunk. But finally i really feel a bit of drunk. but still know what is happening. conclusion is didnt drink enough. LOLz. Nephas had come already.

the second day of Chinese mew year

I suppose to woke up early at 7o'clock. But i woke up at 8o'clock. After pray, i go out with my family. i wanna gamble, i cant control my hand. But the adult have enough "legs" so don't have my turn. PITY. i go watch tv now and sleep later... no long story for today. haha...

Happy Chinese New Year to all

Today is the day that my mood change good. Maybe is because my God-sister cheer me up. The night is still early but i have my Panda's eyes on already. Last night i sleep at 4 o'clock and wake my at 7o'clock because the noise of the lion dance.
I start my online gaming life yesterday. The game is call Mythwar. Just few hours i upgrade to lvl 13. continue gaming...

I am a PIG...

My brain is equal to the the brain of a pig. I can't determine what is more important. I can bloging during my test, but i didnt touch my notebook yesterday because too busy although i didnt go for school and didnt go out. what a mess in my house. It took us a long tiime to clean it, until now. Cleaning project had come to the end. It is good news that my mood is coming back.
Another good news is from Lee Mui yee. This morning, she msn me that we no need pay for the steambot at her house. Alvin, this year my dad bought your favourite drinks, Justea in blue tin.
i write till here first, hope you all have a happy new year.

Reason of moodless

I sms with my god-sister just now, i say i was mood-less but don't know reason. She ask me few question. Then she tell me that i have no mood is because scare of fail in history, my mom controlling me using computer and the style of my friend. She teach me that next time when my friend ask know how to do or not, just answer so easy, but don't want tell you, ect. Tomorrow lazy go school. But can't go out with tai goh...
My warmth bed is calling me... good night all..............................

Who am i?

Who am i? Can anyone tell me? What happen to myself? ME myself also don't know. All people now in new year mood. But me? don't know why no mood at all.
Test is over and i have an A1! It is add math. Vun Bin, me really not sure that i know how to do or not. I just know that i have 3 question blur. But let you say till so bad. More moodless when say this. Inaddition, i need sorry to Ah Tian because i make u all wet when i heated up talking with V Bin just now. So boring, people happy, me sad; people sad, me happy.
What i know is for this three of test only me wrote blog. New near just left few day. what i know is waiting for gamble, gamble and gamble. Lee Mui Yee, can i gamble at your house? Wish u all have a happy new year.

at a loose end

I think all my friend now rushing to do Additional Mathematic. All can be genius already. But me? The whole week in bad mood. Today, me is the mood-less person in the class. When I saw all my friend in pairs, I feel so lonely and sad because I need pass this years valentine day alone. This make me no mood to study. What can i do now is hope for the best. "I had do my best, I have no regret," said by William Hung. So I won't regret for my lazy-bones. I hope that all my friend can pass with flying colours, from depth of my heart.
Happy valentine for all pairs like Alvin and Nicholas. I hope the single like me can find their love one.

1st test of the year

Today is the first monthly test. The first paper is Malay, I panic for a while because I forget the format of rumusan. My friend, Yong, he wrote it in one whole paragraph. Hope teacher still give mark to him although i love lcy(joke). He asked me for changes sit with him. But if I change with him, how about Tian, he also dreaming to sit my place to. So I didn't change sit.
After the Malay test is the chemistry test. I really blur with the question. They maybe know who am I, but I only know they are chemistry question. How to do? don't know. I just try my best but the time is limited. Another half of them I just shoot it by feelings.
For physic, my Tai-goh, Alvin didn't realize that the paper have OMR paper. He left it blank. I hope the teacher will give marks to him by the answer in the question paper. If not he won't get any marks form it.
Lin Yuan Ching, Oh Lin Yuan Ching, I got my answer for the last question but why you not let me fill in the OMR paper. Lost mark just because of you.
Chinese New Year is around the corner. Any preparation for it? NO. Just invite friend come on the fourth of the new year. New Year cloth only got buy one, but it looks like a bus drive. later the photo and i like to hear comments from you guys.

Me- The stupid guy

Today is Monday, The Monthly Test is around the corner, actually is tomorrow. Me, this stupid guy, with an idiot face, didn't do any revision except for Chemistry, (sodium, potassium, lithium, silver and ammonium is positive charge). Almost fall asleep every time i start to read. I better than those who didn't touch the cover of the book either. I put my hand on biology reference when i blogging.
Today plan is have a afternoon nap, but it not success because my notebook is calling me in my mind whole day. So i turn on my notebook and surf net. Another thing in my mind is WW. Haha. I didn't see her for few days. I though i won't be thinking of her, but now... don't talk about her better.
After the last holiday, people who REALLY close should realize that i had change a lot, including speak rude word. Another changes is on my heart, I think I had become like the ex-Nicholas, playboy. I just hope that this feeling can rub off from my heart.
HOLY! I just found out that I didn't have tomorrow test time table. Need call my friend to check it out.

a FAST weekend

I am unhappy with my this weekend. Things that happen yesterday like just happen. When i was playing computer, "Seng, did u bath?" ask my mum suddenly. I told her later i will bath. then she ask me whether I know what is the time. I look at the clock beside the system tray of my computer, it is only 9.30pm. "its still early, mum," said me. She remain me that today is Sunday. OMG! Means that tomorrow have school. My math have done even a page.
Recall back what i do yesterday. Wake up and go school. After school, I went to Andrew's house and join with Bin for awhile. Then go back to play Andrew's computer. At that time also, I saw Andrew's God-sister. Then they go in the shop beside. I continue with my gaming till 1.30pm. Time for add math. We were late. Andrew took his bicycle to tuition, it is faster. But for me and my friend, we just walk under the hot sun.
After tuition, i went back home to sleep. After taking dinner, I go for my training with my brother that predict will continue till 11pm. But its end at 10.30pm. Then I call Pang that I going to sleep. Who knows, she sleep early than me. My calls had disturb her sweet dream. And i get scold by her"damn u". Think back also funny, before sleep also need scold by people.
I need to stop here to do my homework. But it is impossible that my mathematic exercise will complete. Because i haven bath yet. ^_^

the coming test

This morning at school, i fell down just because i wanted to do tricks on the football. I stepped wrong on the ball and fell down like a 'SUPERMAN'. The different is only he is flying and i was lie flat. Then i realize that my hand was so pain because of the wound at my elbow. OMG! i still need go for a badminton practice this afternoon.

After finish lesson, i didn't went to eat but join with Alex Lim. Then i teamed with Nephas in double match. At first we 4 points more than the form 6 guys, but because no people count. the match continue with 4-4. OMG! Finally we lose 4~5 point just because no teamwork between us.

Like usual, i call Wendy when i was waiting my car. We talk about many thing, but at last she ask me whether the book that she borrowed me finish use or not, because the test is coming.She need to use that book. And now, i found out that maybe I will fail in my science subject-bio, phy and che.

F**K! i now found out that writing a blog is not so easy. Really can train our English grammar. But it still got one thing not enough. That is no people check the blog whether contain any mistake.

the first post

Today at school,my brother asked me to post blog everyday. For him, this is the way to improve his English. for Andrew, this is place he wrote his dairy. For me, just for fun and place to use my free time.

Oh no! my mother start annoying at me. "Seng, i don't want you chat with your friend when you studying." I just replied easily by a yes and continue typing. my mom become angry and go out.. I need to stop here. My dad ask me to go say sorry to my mom.