the stupid decision

Yesterday evening, i was sms with her once i woke up from my afternoon nap. i made up of a stupid decision that is, i told her that i had fall in love with her. One day have 22 hours her image will appear on my mind. Thats why i drink a lot of wine so that i can sleep well in the night. But, this few day i feel that i am sick. Reason is the huge amount of wine i taken in. And start from now, i swear that i won't drink so much. Today morning, i alerted that i finish a pack of red wine this few days. lol.

It is full of Sadness and a bit of happiness in my heart. This is because the Marks of my history. Last time it was my strongest subject, but now only get 54 marks. The reason of happy is because Pang score better than me. lol. Good news for me is i have 4 A1, that is chinese, add math, math and English. A A2 from the subject of physic. thats means i got 5 A. i was very happy indeed. But i hate my moral, as i said before, i failed this subject.

Today, our chemistry teacher, Mr Lo ask us to do PEKA. It is nothing funny that teacher have mistake in the experiment. Because we all are human, we must have mistake. But Lo failed the experiment for two time. Actually he wants to show us the method of the experiment. But didn't success. So, the only proverb for Mr Lo is 'practice makes prefect'. lol. i know this is true but never put it in my practice.

What i say doesn't mean what i pledge

Today morning, because is a cold and raining day when i was woke up. i go take half cup of Golden Blue that my bro left at my house when he come back from Labuan. i don't know why its temperature was so low. i finish it in one time. Yesterday i drink Red Wine also finish it in one time. The result for yesterday i sweat a lot at school because of need bring in the table from the corridor. Today not same. It was very cold. i can feel the temperature when it reach my stomach. Totally STUNNED. i not feeling well after that. A bit of drunk.

Today is the second day of school after holiday. We,form 4A got back a lot of its test paper. i was glad that i manage to get 3 A1 in math, add math and chinese. But for Moral. Holy!!! Can't get it pass. What a pity guy. A half genius without knowing any moral. i must study hard to make it pass. But as my title listed. What i say doesn't mean what i pledge. Aways at a loose end is a part of my character. My friend knew this.

A rainy day

i woke up at 8am today. The sky around my house as cloudy as my heart. i predict that it will raining cats and dogs. My prediction is true but didn't know it will rain almost whole day. i thinking of start study today but i have my running nose from the time i woke up. i watch DVD to fill my free time. At 11am i realized that i not yet eat my breakfast. i make Nestum myself and drink it quickly.

After my breakfast, i lie on my bed looking at the rain fall through the window. i start thinking of her again. OMG. i wish to forget her or be her bf. i was suffering now. Haiks. STOP THINKING OF HER... i try my best but i can't. i need go sleep again to stop thinking her for awhile. Bye guys...

a lucky day

I woke up early this morning by the sing of my friend cellphone. My friend told me that his phone left at my house yesterday. i answered his phone and predict what he will say. And the word i predicted was matched with what he said."!@#%$*, my phone left at your home,". Lolz. A lots of rude words rush into my ears once i answered the call.

After i wash my face, my dad friend drop by for a visit. i greed them good morning loudly and continue upload my 'blind as a bat'. i call dick and ask him what time he come. The time maybe is about 10am. He said he just woke up and can't come to my house. After awhile i received a call from Clarinna, she asked me where am i. i was at home that time and ask me what time go her house. Damn. When i say i will go her house. Andrew is there. i just ask Andrew why he didn't come my house. "i woke up late so i though u guys come here liao," he answered.

Lee come at 12.45pm. Then we went for our tuition class by Safari. The usual time for tuition is 3 hours, but because today is 7th of the new year, we request for an hour of free time for 'dok dok'. In this one hour, i only lose few ringgit. This is consider lucky for me because i was bad in this game. i usually lose a lot in an hour. i come back home by a Proton Saga. i continue my time with my notebook. My notebook had become my company for this few days. i can't take my eyes out of you(my notebook). lolz. i play Mythwar till now and writing this blog. There was raining cats and dogs just now. It stopped now and is time of my date with my warmth bed.

Song that i love... lyric possed

This song is hard to find although is the song of the King of Rock. It need to paid to download.

I'm not afraid to show you who I am
And I am not ashamed of my life
Though I've walked alone
down this cold and soulless road
I've always felt your heat in my bones

With every step I rise and fall
With everything to gain
I end up losing it all
When the darkness gets in
I scream out and your light sets me free

I'm not afraid of the past no more
I'm not afraid and I'm bad for good
I used to dance to the devil's beat
If I could bust into hell I would

I'm not afraid to shed all my skin
I'm not afraid of the faults you see
I'm tearing down these walls right now
They're comin' down 'cause I believe

Your love is blind, blind as a bat
The way that you're
leading me home like that
Your love is blind, blind as bat

I'm not afraid when they kick me down
I'm not afraid when I start to bleed
I'm not afraid if I live or die
I'm not afraid 'cause I believe

Your love is blind, blind as a bat
The way that you're
leading me home like that
Your love is blind, blind as bat

And I wish that I could
give you something in return
For the precious time you wasted
on the tears I've never earned
For reaching out to help me
'cross the bridges that I burned

And in the end you'll finally see
That, baby, I've done
everything I possibly can
I do it again 'cause know
you're everything that I need

I'm not afraid of the the truth no more
I'm not afraid of the lies I hid
I'm not afraid of the past of my sins
'Cause I paid for the wrongs I did

I'm not afraid of the things you know
I'm just a book for the world to read
My final words on the final page
Will be amends 'cause I believe

Your love is blind, blind as a bat
The way that you're
leading me home like that
Your love is blind, blind as bat
Your heart is kind, mine's painted black
The way me forgive me
and just take me back
Your love is blind, blind as bat

Your love is blind, blind as a bat
The way that you're
leading me home like that
Your love is blind, blind as bat

Your heart is kind,
mine's painted black
The way me forgive me
and just take me back
Your love is blind, blind as bat...

the 2nd post for the day...

i just come back from my mom's friend open house. i knew i will boring at there. So i bring along my 1GB mp3. i put in new songs from PussyCat, Cassie, and Meat Loaf. i went there to represent my mom cause she have friend come our house.
In this few hours, i just sit there and hearing music. i saw a quite pretty girl. But this make me think about another girl. i compare the girl with ww and the girl i think about. Although the girl that i thinking is a bit of fat. lolz. but she is cute. ww cant even stand beside. haha.
i really know why i will write my emotion in my blog in now days. But i was happy that i have time to write this second blog... time for bed had come. Last night didn't sleep well because of her. Tonight don't will have the same situation or not? Hope not because Dick them will come to my house tomorrow morning...

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For hundreds of year i feel that i am the boring person in the world. Today, me didn't feel so bored. WHY? i woke up at 10am, i didn't sleep well because thinking of someone. i lying on the bed till 12.30pm.... i eat lunch but not breakfast. After i finish my lunch, my sis come because she say she was boring in the house. So, i company her play poker. After that i company her home at 4pm. Then i walk to Mawar to find my 'kai jie'. i walk to her house, she not there. I recall back that she told me before that she won't be at home because her house is very hot. So i walk to her shop. her mom tell me that she go in kem. Damn. Can't see her for this few day. i have a walk around the Taman, i was tiring. i so long didn't walk for so long and now i realize why Nicholas so tired when Yong bring him to Holland. i really need take more exercise. lolz....