Anything around me??

After the first time i feel the bad luck is stick with me for a long time, i went through the process of self changing. It was well in the progress as i told you guys in the previous post. i though i pass the test, however, i think it came back for me again with purpose.
But why i am always the target? Why it won"t go for others? Just like my mom keep annoying me and the sound pollution form the opposite shop. You guys must just logically know what is sound pollution. Write out a essay is such a hard task as you guys seldom will face. Want to have the feel? Come my house at night, before the shop close. Every time i wanna start study, concert is open opposite house.
This morning, i was totally went mad. i get angry again. The worst thing is the person i scold is a girl. Just like usual, my heart start to get painful after i get angry. Whole things happen was like u driving fast and a cat walk across the road. When u hit the brake, the car didn't slow down and hit the cat and continue the journey. i was the same. i was controlling my temper but it was uncontrollable.
"Last time u r quite gentlemen de, but now? Getting worst". This was extract from a lovely girl message. i almost faint when i saw this. After ask advice from Tian, i know i was totally wrong.
No matter what happen, i should not scold a girl so loud in front of so many person. i appologize on the next day. i become more sad when i saw a post in one of the forum i visit. Title is 10 reason why girls love a boy. One of the reason is, able to control his temper and not always get angry. Oh my GOD! What have i done? One big wrong step for my lovely future. Maybe because of this, all my effort is useless.
Now, i want to tell 'u' that i wont scare 'u' as i face u once not long ago. i believe that i will win this game. If 'u' still wanna continue play with me. 'u' will be lose. i won't scare because i can't see 'u'....

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My blog was once again abandon by me for few days. Although it was only few days, many things around had make me having conflict in my heart.
Firstly, i wanna make some correction about my last post. The whole second paragraph was writing about my dream. So please don't confuse about that Tian.
Secondly, i wanna share my latest experience of making changes on myself. After i can control rude word from coming out of my mouth, i now trying to bring myself back to the world of study, world of hardworking. However, not everything will run as smooth as we think. Yesterday, i start to do revision after i had my lunch till time of dinner. i very satisfy with my revision. After dinner, Fung came my house to do Add math till 10pm. My mom was just asking me go take my bath again and again. Normally, i can play my with my dear com after school till 10pm and nothing will happen. But why? Why i going to make better change for myself and i face so many obstacle. For example, i called for bath after i came back from tuition.
Tian really think a lot as lss say just now during tuition(after reading his blog). lol.. Anyway, as a friend i will always mentally support you as i facing financial problem.
Thats all for today. i need to stop for bath. If not, tomorrow you guys can see my face at the news paper. Hope you guys happy forever...

Continue writing because have comment

Today is the third day i write blog in the month of July. 1st reason i continue to write blog is Tian's comment. 2nd reason is YS ( yee sing not yu seng) maybe wanna to have a look on it. 3rd is i wanna train my writing skill as i say on the first blog.

Tian, things have pass and no need to know. i think i have said my dream at physic lab today. My face are pimple free. In addition, my target that you know had become my girlfriend as i wish. The atmosphere was so nice.

This is the time that i hate most. Because my brain was blank and don't know how to continue here. So i had to stop here. Bye.

Today got feel to write blog

i try very hard to avoid playing computer games but it doesn't make change. i planing to quit myth war and stop gaming during this few weeks until the final test is over. i sell some of my item with cash to my friend. When i tell Alvin i gonna quit myth war then he ask me to play mo siang. i try hard to avoid but i can't get rid of gaming world. Sorry brother, i trying my best on it. Don't push me so hard if u wanna me to be happy and not overstressed.

This few weeks i starting to making change on myself. besides quit gaming, i also try to control those rude word that always come out from my mouth. Compare to quit gaming, controlling rude word is so successful. i almost can take back control from rude word. Rude word free now.

This few weeks when i trying to changing myself i feel somethings that so long i didn't feel it. That is... My old target start having feeling with me. i so happy of it. But i reject her with a reason only. Time had pass, heart had change. Please don't let your chance passing by. Take it because it maybe won't have next time. i recall back this answer for few time, is my fault? or this is my chance? i don't know and i don't want to know. Today i know what i want. What i want is my dream comes true. Because i have dream for so long and the dream is so sweet.

Hi all.. i am back...

Hi guys.. How you guys doing? Didn't you guys miss my blog?? If yes, i say sorry here. i have no mood at all for blogging during these days... But now i am back.

The monthly test had came visit us again. It just around the corner. But what i doing is relaxing although my mid-year test score so lousy. Because i know i can't expect so much for study and better put more time for relax, relax and also relax.

For your information, Teresa still no reply my SMS and this is the 5th week. i have gone through with it although it is quite boring because Pang also no SMS me. i think i still can go through this situation..

Sad..

Hi all.. i just remember my password.. So sad that my memory
decrease so much... Today, in Chinese lesson we read, use mobile phone more than one minute will cause dead of brain cells... maybe this is the reason.. Hope T who always chat with me wont have this problem... lol...

The good news for me is.. i just manage to get 18th in my class.. So pity... i still think i can get above 15... Broken dreams..

The second news is the robotic competition is around the corner... i think we not prepare enough as the robot is not so stable...

i feel regred for didn't writing blog

My English become so lousy now days. Just because of didn't write my blog everyday as i promise in the first post. i feel so regret now. i promise for the second time and no third time for this promise.

Tell you guys a good news. i passed my law test last week... Thanks for the protection of the angel who always support me. i didn't fully read the exercise book and i scare i will fail.. But lucky i passed..

This few days in constructing a forum. Hope you guys will give support.

Thats all for today.. Thanks...