Final differentiation.

After re-attending a small part of module that is conducted by a different lecturer, I finally know what is the difference. They are both good in different way. Just like what I always say, nothing is perfect.

Thinking of showing this post to Mark, so is not a brainstorm post like before. This is another created story.

In the modern world. Time is money. Thus, we hope to finish our duty as quick as possible. Lets make Mark and Alladean as a builder. Bob the builder? Nope, just a simple house builder. Both of them have a nice and smooth skill but they came in a different way. It will be easier if we relate it back to house building. One of them will quickly build up a house in a short time and decorate the house in the remaining time. Sounds good. On the other hand, another one will make sure the foundation is strong, the land is solid and then only start to build the house. However, he don't have much time to decorate the house but still he build a house. We wil be thinking of the nicer the better in this case

That is for a house. Bring it to a larger building. It will be a different ending story. Both of them will sure be fine if nothing happen. However, if natural disaster such as earth quack occur, the one with foundation wil be better. Make it more simple, don't curse anything. Lets just say, both build on a redemtion swapm area. In the end of the day, the one without foundation will face sinking problem. Thus, in this case, the one with foundation will be better.

My own opion is give them more time. So that they will have time to improve on the disadvantages. Hope this is what you want Mark.

Once again I would like to say thanks to Mark and Alladean in here. THANKS

perfection.. title after brainstorm

I thought of something to brainstorm last night before i went to bed. However, I had forgotten what that is.
love? money? study? or really like what my facebook write? study?
No idea.
All i know is the dark.
Night time are great. Especially there is not strong light. your eyes can rest although remain open. spiritual walk would happen as well if you are alone. The path will be chosen by your thought of that particular moment. You will go for either a happy and nice or a sad walk. All is depends on your emotion and thought. Cool. talking about this remind me what I had go through last night.

I won't say myself is a good boy. Not because I had turn 18 and is an adult. The reason is I not really obeying what I should do in the sense of correct path. This is normal for a youngster like me. However, I am glad that I was born and well educated in a good old style Chinese culture. Most important, my dad, who tell me everything he know without covering the ugliness of human being and their cultures.

Nothing are perfect. neither the culture nor the human. As i like to say. Imperfect perfection is absolute perfection. The ying yang diagram prove nicely. Ying yang can be apply to any matter. Thus, any matter there are black and white which represent the advantage and disadvantage. They are separated by a line and have no grey spot.

However, there are still a dot of opposite colour in the major colour. Which representing everything have minor and mojor characteristic. Black and white totally 180 degree diference. Apply this to human being so-call bad people should have a little bit of kindness. However, kind people, are they really kind? NO, there is also minority of evilness in depth of their mind or heart. Thus we should try our best to be kind and good.

This is what I am trying and I don't know why. Now, i found out the reason once i think back all the knowledge i stored in my brain which never think of. thanks to brainstorming...

health-brainstorm

health as first brainstorm topic...

health is important.
nothing should place before health
nor money, sex, popularity and etc.
should think of something that can maintain health

we are not computer,
a restart or shut down can fix minor problem in computer.
Human beings is not able to do so.
thus sleep is important.
conclusion, sleep = health
more sleep more health.
what a stupid thing.

stop here because my eyes are closing up. haha...

The road not taken..(standing at the junction, making final desicion which road should i take)

i think you guys had know the meaning of the poem 'The road not taken' . It is talking about the poet come to a point in his life when he has to make a choice. The direction he decided to take will affect his future. The poet choose the second option because it looked interesting and a path few people have taken. The poet realizes that make decision is not easy. However, he knows that once a decision is made there is no turning back or room for regret.
i worst then him. He meet a road with two branches. i meet the road with lots of brunches. Just one step wrong, whole life end meaningless. What should i do? Why every times this problem come during test? i really hoping that Teresa will reply my message so that i have people to share my stupid story and give me some advice.
Exam is just around the corner, i decided to not study after one whole series of my stupid life. Every time i started to read, must have another problem will pop up to stop me. The best awy to stop the situation is stop read of exam.
All my though had messed up. Don't know what should i do, what should i write. Hope this situation will change better....

New classroom-bad image

Today is the last day we stay at class 4A. We will move to Wisma Tiong Hua after recess. i feel nothing about that. However, after i move the chair to the new classroom i damn hate that building. The class is at the forth floor-top floor. From the entrance of school till my class it was a tiring walk. Thats alright, just accept it as a exercise every morning. When i stepped in the classroom, i put my beg down, and looked around. What? No fan above my seat? The worst is no WINDOW near my seat. Never mind, is my fate. i was so boring after settle the classroom. i stand at corridor and i saw few pairs of bird pass by. At the same time, her image and her message appear in my mind. i hope i can jump down from there.
The bad luck still follow me like a chewing gum under your shoe. How hard you want to get ride of it, it is a impossible task. my relationship with her went down the hill as time pass by. She said i am changing and she not like it. Thats the reason she not talk to me much. Guys... What changes i have make? Stop speaking rude word? That is her advise before this. Please don't say that changes is i become more friendly with other girls. If it like this i will happy, at least you will jealous. Please tell me what had i change that you not like. i will change back. lastly, as the time pass by, all things will change, the only things that doesn't change is my heart. I WILL ALWAYS LOVE YOU!!!

Double character.

This few days, i found out that i am a double character human. So, next time i cant write as myself, it should be myselves. lol. You guys must wondering how i know i am double character. i changed mentally again this few days. For the last few years i start to stop killing mosquito. However i killed few of them in this few days. Impossible i will give them a slap if i didn't change. Besides, boys like me will definitely look at girls. As for myself, i can sure that i am not flower hearted. However, i came to a change. i still love MY as all know. For my other character, i am still loving her from the depth of my heart. Some of you might know her. Every time came to the changes for character, i became confuse. Who am i loving? Both? Maybe. But the changes came faster and faster. Few month a change and now, i will change at any moment.
Damn hate myself now!!!!!!!!!!! But i won't suicide myselves.

Anything around me??

After the first time i feel the bad luck is stick with me for a long time, i went through the process of self changing. It was well in the progress as i told you guys in the previous post. i though i pass the test, however, i think it came back for me again with purpose.
But why i am always the target? Why it won"t go for others? Just like my mom keep annoying me and the sound pollution form the opposite shop. You guys must just logically know what is sound pollution. Write out a essay is such a hard task as you guys seldom will face. Want to have the feel? Come my house at night, before the shop close. Every time i wanna start study, concert is open opposite house.
This morning, i was totally went mad. i get angry again. The worst thing is the person i scold is a girl. Just like usual, my heart start to get painful after i get angry. Whole things happen was like u driving fast and a cat walk across the road. When u hit the brake, the car didn't slow down and hit the cat and continue the journey. i was the same. i was controlling my temper but it was uncontrollable.
"Last time u r quite gentlemen de, but now? Getting worst". This was extract from a lovely girl message. i almost faint when i saw this. After ask advice from Tian, i know i was totally wrong.
No matter what happen, i should not scold a girl so loud in front of so many person. i appologize on the next day. i become more sad when i saw a post in one of the forum i visit. Title is 10 reason why girls love a boy. One of the reason is, able to control his temper and not always get angry. Oh my GOD! What have i done? One big wrong step for my lovely future. Maybe because of this, all my effort is useless.
Now, i want to tell 'u' that i wont scare 'u' as i face u once not long ago. i believe that i will win this game. If 'u' still wanna continue play with me. 'u' will be lose. i won't scare because i can't see 'u'....